byebye gramma.
SHE LEFT TODAY.
byebye shahilia.
byebye marcella.
THEY LEFT YESTERDAY.
yesterday was FUN. (:
the movie.
met wesley, charissa's FRIEND.
he's abit BLUR la. hahaha. ><
took like a few mintues to notice me and charissa were there.
then he played this car game.
its super expensive.
and ther's something to do with cards.
*BLINK BLINK*
watched monster in law.
nice show.
STACEY WAS THERE LA.
holyshits please.
it was like STARE STARE.
i was msging throughout the whole show.
HEHE? shahilia and BABY. (:
then after the show.
went to eat.
then had this conversation about the same thing.
ARMY. hahaha.
about wesley's rank.
and charissa's family member's rank.
DAMN funny la.
its like... every minute the same sentence is repeated. (:
I <3 BABY.
im spying ALOT nowadays.
i spy on ALOT of people.
ubt they DONT KNOW. (:
or maybe they do.
but few people know how to acess THAT AREA.
i only know rena does. (:
i spied on mr fagger.
aka the guy who fags alot.
according to ________ . :D
SHH. im still spying.
spying on the pictures now.
got this gallery of sentosa la.
SENTOSA. i think. ><
which beach?
I DONT KNOW. (:
but it looks like THAT one.
its got the bridge over the water.
the same beach.
THREE AM.
charissa wouldnt wake up.
i went down alone.
MANY TIMES.
just to see - . ):
I MISS THAT DAY.
charissa is a pig. (:
im still spying.
and posting on fcf.
IF I SHOULD FALL FROM GRACE, I HOPE ITS INTO YOUR EYES.
i <3>
i <3>
Friday, May 20, 2005
IF YOUR A TEACHER AND YOUR READING THIS PLEASE GO AND SMELL ROTTEN DECOMPOSED B AYNA YANAS. ITS MUCH MORE WORTH YOUR TIME THAN MY BLOG. TALK TO ME FOR ALL I CARE. SEE IF I LISTEN. SO GO AWAY AND STOP BUGGING US. THIS IS OUR ONLY ESCAPE.
Thursday, May 19, 2005
DESTINY
PROPERTY OF FCF.
IF YOU TOUCH
YOUR FINGER WILL BURN
AND I MEAN IT.
What if I never knew
What if I never found you
I'd never have this feeling in my heart
How did this come to be
I don't know how you found me
But from the moment I saw you
Deep inside my heart I knew
Baby you're my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be
My destiny
I wanted someone like you
Someone that I could hold on to
And give my love until the end of time
But forever was just a word
Something I'd only heard about
But now you're always there for me
When you say forever I believe
Baby you're my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be
My destiny
Maybe all we need is just a little faith
'Cause baby I believe that love will find the way
Baby you're my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul I give my love to have and hold
And as I far as I can see
From now until eternity
You were always meant to be
My destiny
towned with cheng ginny des jessica today. (:
hello marcella! im talking to you now. haha.
and you too madeline. (:
I THINK IM GOING KELLOCK TOMORROW.
yayness.
shall post on my towning soon.
HAYDEN. (:
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
if we carry on this way
things are better if i stay.
IS IT REALLY TRUE?
or what they say is all a lie?
suddenly apple crumble dosent tase nice anymore.
it tastes so metalic.
why am i losing my appetite?
shame on me wanting you.
i dont wana fall to pieces
i just wanna sit and stare at you
i dont wanna talk about it
and i dont want a conversation
i just wanna cry infront you
i dont wanna talk about it
because im in love with you.
hmm. maybe that brian is him?
i dont know.
that brian is in badminton too.
and sec four.
should be him right?
haha. later wrong person.
pai seh add. haha.
or maybe i should ask MELissa first.
his friend please.
haha.
HOW DID I GET TO KNOW MELISSA?
someone tell me? CHARISSA!
went to hdb childcare today.
then made some new "FRIENDS"
haha. they LOVE me.
they want me to come back.
EVERYDAY.
during the june holidays.
i will go back.
BUT NOT EVERYDAY!
i must be mad if i do.
a nop ar.
friday coming or not?
FCF MONTAGE.
my tears are turning into time.
i have wasted trying to find
the reason for goodbye.
BRIAN IS SHORTER THAN ME ?!
ha. thats for bullying me YEARS ago.
but i dont really care anymore.
its all in the past anyway.
lets see if you have friendster. (:
Monday, May 16, 2005
FRIDAY.
went to town. (: with zhihui des shah wileen. wanted to go hereen. but it was still closed. so we went cine. but most of the shops there were closed too. Then went to the ticket booth to see what time the shows were. HOUSE OF WAX was at one. so we decided to watch another show. COACH CARTER. but des was ike you watched it already. im like neverminddd. or else we wont be watching any nice show. We ate kfc (two large fries, star hashbrowns, two large qoo, hersheys cake). The qoo me and wileen decided to bring it into the cinema. Wileen poured hers into her water bottle. and Des helped my sneak mine in. (: haha. i was alamak, cannot put in my bag. will drip. haha. ><>
SUNDAY.
church. home. SLEEEEP. yes dear. im a BABY PIGGY. (: went dan house. OSCAR BARKS ALOT. Oscar bit my pants. sigh. naughty dog. BUT OSCAR'S SO CUTE. (: he lies down on ANYTHING. he licks EVERYTHING. like my licky hamster. (: i want RUBY TO BE MINE NOW! (: dog power? haha. ><>
Long ago Just like the hearse you died to get in again We are so far from you Burning on just like a match you start to incinerate The lives of everyone you knew And whats the worst to take, from every heart you break (heart you break)And like a blade you stake Well I've been holding on tonight [Chorus]Whats the worst that I could say? Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight Came a time When every star fall brought you to tears again We are the very hurt you sold And whats the worst you take, from every heart you break And like a blade you stake Well I've been holding on tonight [Chorus]Whats the worst that I could say? Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight And if you carry on this way Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight Can you hear me? Are you near me? Do we deserve to leave the earth? Do we learn When both our cars collide? [Chorus]Whats the worst that I could say? Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight And if you carry on this way Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight.
Thursday, May 12, 2005
HISTORY TODAY.
the paper was okay. it wasn't as though as i thought it would be. but i lost some VERY PRECIOUS marks. ): then went tiong with shah des zhihui. nic brina adel fiona annabelle weilin felicia and joycelyn were there too. but weren't at the same table. saw ELINA. and nikko's "ENEMY" and on eof the dancing girls from GESS REACH. (: so unexpected to meet them there. felicia that table found UFO's wallet okay! in macs. haha. then got these really EEW pics of her. then poor weilin had to take it and return it to her tomorrow. i think we are all mad. crazy. AND MEAN. ><>
then me shah zhihui went to the bank then to popular then all the way DOWN to my bubbletea shop. then to angie's cakeshop. shah & zhihui wanted to buy the CHOC cake. but too bad they cannot cut it there. OR ELSE. hahaha. then went to seven eleven. then shah RAN all the way to the taxi stand. cus she scared her bro saw her there. haha. oh yar, she also dropped abit of CAKE. haha. ><>
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
hellllo. (: HISTORY IS TOMORROW. i have to study.
but i dont want to. i MESSAGE too much. BOO. ):
only got like 14 left la. for ten days. hmph.
ginny looks like a hamster. i made her miss 19 busses.
or something like that. (: then sent a mms of the bus board with ginny & my reflection.
so funny. ginny looked like. she was looking like a old grandma.
in the reflection at least. haha (: yes ginny. our feet were taken too.
and now, THAT should have been your phone DISPLAY PIC.
listening to ALMOST on mer's blog now. i love the song.
i see meself TALKING NONSENSE to kaikai AKA tkm.
the past two days were full of nonsense. right ?
talking to LAOGONG. (:
i love you.
Sunday, May 08, 2005
wah. you dress like- hair like-. OH MY TOOOT. haha. you = MR FAGGER. - = goldspink. damn freaky la. its like. the shirt the same type la. the jeans also the same la. can i just die now. this is so not happening.
mr fagger to my dad: happy mother's day.
my dad: oh thankyou. how about giving mom a kiss?
mr fagger:errr. no thanks.
all this happened in front of my brownish blackish eyes. !what the! haha. so wierd la okay. i was laughing inside me la. but i was like smsing and watching what had happened. damn funny please. (:
if being an only child is better, i rather be an only child than have two brothers. im being saddistic now. okay. i shall be POSITIVE. be HAPPY. learn from people. im tired. waiting for pizza to come. cheryl's bored too. shall i entertain her? haha. PIZZA! faster come la. stupid pizza man only coming like 0845. hmm. long time more. one hour more. i dont want to read already. then what should i do? BLOG. okay.
DI. i dont think you'll ever read this but, sorry i dont fully trust you okay. its just that. alot of things happened last time that i cannot forget yet. I guess i have to forgive people yea. But i feel that if i do i'm being too soft. Then next time people will take me for granted. But, i also dont want to be unforgiving and let my opnions be based on first impressions. I guess i dont really know you well either. I hope i'll get to trust you someday okay. But not now. Im not feeling really up right now. I'm just sorry okay. I dont know if you really were angry and sad or if you were just kidding, but as my di, i trust you were. I'm sorry. But if you really dont want him to come next friday, you'll have to talk to Charissa. She really wants him to come. sorry. i really am.
HAYDEN.
sigh. im so stressed. accutally ANGRY. my BROTHER keeps closing the msn. when im sending or receiving something halfway. damn irritaing la. now ive got a headache. THANKS ALOT. and by the way, its takes like two three hours to download.
HAYDEN.
thankyou to charissa, apple crumble, mrdt, zhiwei, sarah. (:
and if i missed your name, sorry. kinda stressed now.
takecare people.
reading is getting boring and i want to sleep. Im so tired. sigh. talking to APPLE CRUMBLE! (: michelle tan. the sec two one. im so tiredddd. and im so bored.
DI : i dont miss you. i mr you. dont be angry okay.
KIMBERLEY: i want the i dream epsiodes! (: haha. i need epsiodes one to six again. im so sorry kim.
okay. i shall update again. some time. i found mer's blog! (: its a MIRACLE. haha. im looking around blogs now. i mean just now. okay. GOODNIGHT !
my new name is HAYDEN.
(: thanks to the fcf fict.
im going bananas over the names now.
frankie is such a cool name.
hayden is a COOLER name.
but no name can beat calvin?
HAHA. (:
LOVE. mj hayden.
Saturday, May 07, 2005
A fan fiction based on FCF.
this is only the SEQUEL.
title: sorry.
I went to meet him outside the mall. As i made my way there, afraid of what his reaction was going to be, i almost wanted to run away. But i had to see his face for one last time. Hold his hand and smell his colonge. "Hey frankie!" i heard him calling from behind. I spun around, looking at his face. He grin fell as soon as i turned aound, his eyes blazed with astonishment. "w-why. Dont cry frankie, its okay. Tell me what happened", he wrapped him arms around me. I cried into his t-shirt. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry it had to end this way."
OKAY! END OF SEQUEL! (: